I'm Trying !!!!!



I'm trying not to Love u

I'm trying not to care

I'm trying not to live my life

You were there

I'm trying not to wonder

Where u are

What u Do

Who with U

I'm trying

I'm sorry..I can't

I can't !!!!!


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